quite a bit of the wrong thing has been happening lately . a bit too much . but at the end of the day . i stop to ponder . God , is it part of yourr plan too ? i trust that it is . and even though i puzzled but it . seriously puzzled . i guess we should be patient and wait for the rest to unfold .
well . today was the food and fun fair . seriously . i think we put it up too high . haha . probably because last year was fun . at least . i think i remember it was fun =x yes it was :D
ohkay . kinda reluctant to wake up . realised i was LATE . but . julia and imah were too . muahaha . shalini had to go for her investuree .
kinda boring actually . stalls all mostly food and drinks . no exciting games . wanted to try the water bomb . but in the end no time .
imah spent much time with hizam and the rest . we just walked here and there and here and there and here and there . julia rambling about peanuts . lols .
we saw kunlin's sister :)
ladidas . ohkay . that was random =x yeah . imah and julia went high over basically .. everything ! lols. i guess . being back to school made me remember about yesterday . hahaha . imah . i guess it wasnt such a good night rest after-all . my eyes still swollen =x
anyways . met up with shuni . got my sushi from jiamin :D (WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS) walked around somemore . met up with shalini . hahaha . they wanted to queue for the haunted house . wasnt too keen . stomach started to quake . hahaha . but went with them nontheless . see qianting queue so long . even more repelling . hahaha . didnt go for it in the end .
then . i was so scared i would shatter some fragile glass . not literally of course . people rather (: im glad that didnt happen .
then we all went to practice the dance . thats when things started to shake . im worried for shuni . seriously am . well. taught the two ASSES the steps . and we practice . and seriously SERIOUSLYSERIOUSLY ! no matter what others may say . im really proud of how far we've gotten . even if all else fails . effort is effort . and despite all thats happen . i still think the dancers deserve some tribute . its hard work and we know it . practically had my mind off studying because of it =x
yeah . eddie didnt come in the end . awww . hahaha . quite good actually . i think he would have had a SIAN time . hahaha .
then . SIAN . had to go the kuku shift le . left the rest . and dots . shoban they all pangseh. one hour later than come . hahaha . lucky got zhihao they all and shalini pei me :D thanks ! didnt do much initially . juniors seem busy busy busy . then AIYA . couldnt run away . did the oven . which was a DISASTER =x the thing kept emitting smoke can . touch here touch there . drep here drop there . it was messy . fun messy though . hahaha . im sorry faiz =x
yeah . then heard about julia and imah . wanted to go find them . but i couldnt leave -.- so yeah. glad they're better . hahaha . its funny . but i feel detached from them sometimes .
anyways . same old same old . had a short chat with jouhar . then CLEANUP . we sold out . so that was gooooooooood :D wash wash then people started disappear . long story short . i ended up with the food remains -.- abit pissed off with that . but then . their loss (: i seriously dont care about people dumping stuuff on me anymore . one phrase . XI GUAN JIU HAO (:
yeah . on the way . saw daniel and imah . being imah . things never stay stagnant . and before you know it . daniel . yan and i were running again .
yeah . im sorry imah ): if what i said wasnt what youu wanted to hear. but youu really must think about it . anyways . glad thats yan is there for you . HAHAHAHA :D
was still worried for julia . that great grand-daughter of mine . *shakes head . but she went off le . glad she's better too (:
emotion rollercoasters for my friends these days . God, please put your healing hand on them . keep them under yourr watchful eye and do whatever you can . which is yeah. everything. haha .
walked home with kh and cc . its been so long i forgot how RETARDED they are . the bus ride was mostly debating . then things went back to normal . i guess they also dont want to say too much . but . i wont let you put the wrong blame on others . everyone deserves redemtion . and if want to put faults . at least for something they deserve . not misjudgement . lalala ~ they started SINGING and GL-ING again . i just walked . and walked . and scratched . and walked . yeah . i miss talking to them . and they did open my eyes to certain things .
JUST when i going home . julia reminded me of queensway . SIAN . unconsciously decided not to go . one person go there . sian =x hahaha . went home .
then . KUKU CAN . i was locked out . had to walk a wild goose .. walkathon to find my brother . cos he claims he's injured and cant come and meet me . gosh . if he wasnt my brother . i would slap him so hard his mother cant recognise him (:
yeah . anyways . so tired after that . just plomped to sleeep at 7 . woke up at 11 . hahaha .
i realise i havent been doing much work . i kept my schedule really minimum . and yet i cant seem to follow through . HOWHOWHOW ? after the audition . must really start le . haiis . i really dont want to end up regretting . i really dont.
suddenly . i dont feel very confident blogging anymore *sighs .
spoke to marc . SHOCKED . yeah . ohmygosh . he's matured so ! lols . all the times of shouting . bickering and even fighting flashed through my thoughts . it was nice . talking to him normally . gurls after him ? ohkay . that part still left me ROFL-ing . advice on gurls ? SHOCKED . hahaha . but i really think what he's done is super sweeet . i really hope the gurl turns jelly at her knees :D its super duper sweeet . JIAYOUU !! hahaha (: and . dont worry . i wont backslide . though im not in THAT church . doesnt mean im spiritually draining . on the contrary . i feel like i know God more personally this way . i told you . so i guess no need to say so much . haha .
yeah . SOMEONE PISSED ME OFF (: not the first time . people go and pei you . and this is the thanks ? even after you keeep on doing it . i still chose to forgive and forget . forgive and forget . but . i have my limits too . do i really NOT deserve respect ? cos it really seems to be lacking these days . honestly . maybe i am like a toy in your eyes. woopeee (: thanks .
anyways . ladidaa . going to erica's church later (: i hope i can wake up . i dont want to make her parents angry . *gulps .
i feel my closest friends drifting further and further ): and the world going topsy turvy. i feel all my supposed listening ears shut off now . everyone caught up in their own thing . maybe i'll just shut up now (:
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